I want to...

• passionately believe in something like love. I want to be able to defend it and tell people it's real and it's tangible and it's.. true.
• feel other emotions. I'm sick of the apathy and the rare occasions of gloominess.
• be able to fly and turn back time. And quite possibly freeze it too. To when I was happier and when my biggest problem was forgetting to watch my favourite show.
• make someone smile.
• be alone.
• be with lots of people.
• scream.
• sleep.
• laugh.
• cry.
• not want anything at all.