22 April 2010

I wish this were true.

If it were, then I'd feel infinitely better about myself and about my dealings with the people around me.

Let's scrutinize, shall we?

First, wise and humble. Saying that I am humble definitely crosses that off the list. I'd like to believe that I am wise, though. I remember praying for it on my first youth camp - I believed wisdom was the best virtue. I still believe it is now.

Inspiring character - Aah, to inspire. One of the few things I wish I'd be very good at when I grow older and explore this world a little bit more. There's only one thing I want to be: happy; and three things I want to do: love, care, and inspire.

Creative bent of mind is something I wish people would think of when they hear my name.. fun to be with also, I mean, for someone whose name means happy.. I should be manifesting it to everyone, right?

Unfortunately, people around me mostly only refer to me as smart, not as someone who always smile or makes them happy.. only those who truly know me know (lack of words - sorry) that more than anything else, I love making people turn their frowns upside down.

Good looker and great dresser? I'd rather skip this part, except make it clear that I'm eccentric.. and most of the times my fashion sense isn't exactly what is required by popular culture.

Confident.. sometimes I ooze confidence. Most of the time, though.. my insecurities get the better of me. It's something I know I need to work on.

Center of attention in a crowd.. well, if you're someone like me who has an immense hunger for being attended to (I have self-diagnosed ADHD)..

I'd better not finish that one. Haha.

Love the finer things of life? Mostly. But well, who won't?

Caring..

I knew it. I'm on my way to becoming who I want to be.

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