As the waters cover the sea..

Tomorrow we have our youth camp, and I am feeling a quiet kind of excitement. One where my brain's in ecstasy but the more rational's part just taking everything in, sinking, feeling love, and giving it in return..

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So your blood covers me..

Needless to say whenever I look at pictures of YFC Qatar a pinch still manifests itself in my heart. I miss them, it's not the kind of missing someone where when you say "I miss you" everything falls into place. No.. it's the missing where when you say "I miss you", it means "I miss you even more everyday."

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Guiding me on roads unknown..

Accompanying my arrival to a new place is reacquainting myself to the surrounding. Making new friends, loving new people.. it's all pretty new, and honestly: it's terrifying. It terrifies me so much that I might be different from who I was back then. Now I feel guarded, mistrusting even.. but I know that I'll do it.

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I trust in You alone.

Yes, I do.