An excerpt from the answer I wrote:
Marriage is a lifelong commitment, and I certainly don't want to be tied with someone I'm not sure I can envision my life with forever. I don't want to wake up in the morning and mentally debate with myself, asking myself what my life would've been if I chose Julia, the girl who made me young again. I don't want to look at Esperanza and see Julia's face. I don't want to hold her hand and feel the warmth of Julia's caress. I don't want to stand in front of a multitude of people, and in front of my Creator, to pledge my unending love for Esperanza when my heart's torn because it chooses Julia. I don't want to let go of something that might have been my one last shot at finding true love.
Most of all, I don't want to spend every waking hour of my life saying to myself, "What if?"
Most of all, I don't want to spend every waking hour of my life saying to myself, "What if?"
You could now safely assume that I would go for the one I love. Screw the risk of not being able to get the love back, what's important is you give yourself, and you make sure the one you love realizes that.
Oh, by the way, the moon was amazing last night. :)
Fair Luna so bright, it is only my delight..
To be showered by your splendor and might.
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