You used to be that guy..

• Who would make me laugh without even trying.
• Who would be able to make me do things I never thought I had the capacity to do.
• Who would make me smile when everything's just going downhill.
• Who I could talk to with regards to everything.
• Who I looked forward to conversing with when I was at school.
• Who inspired me to do my best and to never let anyone feel it was necessary to block the path to my dream.
• Who'd stay up with me when I had papers to pass, who'd make me sleep when I no longer had anything to do (of course I never listened) and who'd make me eat when I forget.
• Who never played DotA because I asked you to, and in the event that you did, you always used my favourite character.. and you always won.

I wish this wasn't real, I wish this was one of those fiction stories I like to write.. but it is. Every part of this is real, and every part still longs for that fleeting moment where we could reacquaint ourselves with one another and go back to where we last ended and continue.

I miss you. I hate how we don't talk to each other anymore, and how, in the event that we do, it's only the simple hi-hello.

It's been what, 8 months since you told me we should end whatever we had (heaven knows it wasn't a relationship) and in those 8 months I've been trying vainly to remove you from my system. I'm failing, though; terribly failing at it.

• Who told me that I was your favourite female in the world, and that you'll never let anything to make me believe otherwise.

Broken promises, forgotten words, ephemeral conversations.. these are all what's left of what was supposed to end in something blissful.

I hope you're happy, really, I do. I'm not on the look out for anyone yet, I wasn't on the look out for someone like you.. but you came along. :)