That's what I learned for the most parts of 2010, and I guess it was my biggest realization. People leave. Sometimes they do so out of need, sometimes because they want to, sometimes because of no specific reason... but they do.
And come tomorrow (which, due to the postponement of this entry, is already inaccurate - I leave in less than 20 hours), I'll be doing the same; and while it is but a temporary leave, it still is as hard as it was when I first did it. I guess I can only sigh...
I don't plan to sleep tonight. Not because I'm insomniac, but because there's a tiny part of me that is trying hard to believe that if I don't sleep tonight, then the world will cease to spin, that time won't move, that I won't ever have to leave again. And however impossible that sounds, I'm holding on to that tiny part... mostly because I want it to be true.
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