I'm not happy.
Not right now.
I laughed today and made people smile, but I never really felt that tickle in the pit of my stomach.
I'm not sad.
Not in this moment.
I haven't cried in a while, haven't sympathized in a long time, haven't felt hurt in as long as I can remember.
I'm back to what I was a few months ago.
I'm apathetic once again.
Numb. Indifferent. Neutral.
But I want to feel. I honestly do.
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